What is Next

As I was praying over Lily before bed I found myself in a heated conversation with GOD. Not sure what it accomplished, but I feel as though I had just cause. My wife almost died several years ago, our daughter was found to have lead poisoning One day before her 1st birthday, our baby(Jordan) died while still in the womb earlier this year and I lost my job in August and have found nothing since then. I've had 2 interviews that I was positive I was going to get hired. Just recently Lily has been diagnosed with yet another health issue, Stalf infection,which my mom died from back in 1997, so yeah I'm not excited about this. Naturally after going through this, one is left with a lot of questions, and I started asking them. At this point being unemployed the only thing keeping us in this area is our church (Downtown@8:08), so if there was something God has in mind now is the time if he wants to send us somewhere. I'm not sure where I'm going or what I'm doing but I do know that I'm going to have to trust GOD because he is in control.